When you finally go back to your old home, you find it wasn’t the old home you missed but your childhood.
Coming home to a changed environment is always hard, but much like going to your childhood home, its not the differences in the environment that you miss.
It’s the past that you long for, that sense of being “Home”.
You can’t change the past, but you can work for a better future with what is best from the past into the here and now.
Prayers for all of you.